lately.. I kinda feel like no one wants me around anymore. except for mackenzie.. he’s just such a dear through all of this. Am I not good enough anymore?? because I’m tired of trying to hold it all together..
You see. I breathless, speechless. I have no words to describe how I feel about him. We fight a lot, but after ever fight I just love him even more. Sometimes, I can’t stand to be near him, but when he’s not there, I miss him. He honestly drives me crazy, but I love every second of it. We’re the kind of couple who gets in a fight, but we are never really that mad.
When I’m upset, he’ll ignore me until I cry, because usually I’m over reacting, and I realize it and don’t cry. But when I do, he knows I’m upset, he doesn’t question why, he just makes me happy again.
He doesn’t care if I’m dressed up, he’d rather me in a pair of PJs. Or out in the woods with him and his little cousin, no makeup, hair in a state, in a pair of old jeans and a jacket, that’s when he’ll tell me I look beautiful.
He’s shy, and doesn’t think of all the crazy things that the guys do in fairytales. But he’s still my prince, and I thank God everyday, because he’s my guardian angel and with out him, I’d be lost.
I love him :) <3
I love boys. I have a wonderful boyfriend, who is also my best friend, and he means the world to me. I’d choose a room full of guys over girls in a heartbeat. I’m not a whore, I don’t get around with these guys, the following will explain what I mean. Also, I’m not saying that a girl doesn’t need at least one good girl friend, because you do. I have Jenn, and I’d be lost without her.
I should probably explain something from the start here. When I refer to girls, I mean girls who like getting together with nothing but other girls, and talking out boys, and when they talk about boys they refer to them as objects, and think only of looks and sex drive. Then there are me, and the girls I tolerate, these girls still have the uncontrollable emotional unstableness, and need to feel pretty, but they only like girls who don’t like other girls. (If you understand what that means, you probably are one.) For reference purposes I’m going to call them “girls” . Then there are want-to-be “girls” who will hang out with “girls” and their guy friends, but really they are Girls, and will try to tear apart the “girls” by planning Girls nights. *pukes*
It makes me so sad to hear Girls say “Boys are idiots..”, because they obviously have not met some of the guys I have. I have guy friends who if they see me crying, they cry with me. They don’t need to know why, they just care. Girls, when you’re crying, and they start crying too,it’s not because they care that much, it’s because your tears reminded them of their own issues. Unless you are as close as sisters, like me and my best friend Jenna Smith,
Have you ever seen a guy stress out? When Girls & “girls” stress out, they get all jumpy, and they snap at everyone. Then they break down crying [emotionally unstable, we can’t help it.] , but at this point “girls” walk away from the stresser, find a close guy friend and vent until they get over it. Girls, will go to a group of their friends, whine about their stress, then their friends get equally stressed and soon enough you have a room of over-emotional Girls. But guys, when they stress out it’s like the most beautiful thing you could see after experiencing a Girls-stress-out-party, they usually don’t even say anything beyond “Well, this sucks.” Then they’ll go, work out, or play COD and blow some peoples heads off. They don’t drag their friends into it.
Another thing I love is guys and arguments. When Girls fight, it is ALL over facebook, no one is safe. They’ll post this winded status about how annoying so and so is without actually saying their name, but everybody knows who it is. Then their comments will be a series of “hfy girlie!” and “So proud of you”! Then the person the status was about will have a equally winded status, which is obviously about the previous person. Sometimes it will go a little like “Wow, real mature putting statuses about other people all over facebook, your a blah blah blah blah” There’s a word for it, HYPOCRITE. lololol. When “girls” get in fights, they’ll start off all emotional and in each others faces.Usually long winded text messages are involved. Then they go out with the guys and don’t speak. GUYSS! I looove it. They get mad at each other and they wait until they see each other in person, they physically, punch each other, or yell in each others faces. Then they get over it. Personally, I’d much rather and good smack in the face, or a good yelling fest, over a hour of listening to some Girl whine to me about how what I did made her upset.
I do realize that everything I am saying is “SLIGHTLY” exaggerated, and I know there are exceptions to all three groups I created in this rant. but if you’re a “girl” you’ll understand completely. <3 peace.